One year ago...

One year ago chance proposed to this lucky woman.
While thinking back, here are some things I remembered...
-yesterday a yr ago I had told everyone to stop asking me about getting engaged. Talk about depressed. :)
- about now a yr ago I was getting ready to go to grandmas. Chance was supposedly getting ready to go to his dads house. I arrived at grandmas, and much to my sunrise a gift was left. Mom sent me to go get it. On my way to the house I was thinking how sweet it would be if chance was waiting for me at the house to purpose. I shook the thought out of my head, reminding myself that o just needed to get through this because it wasn't going to happen. I kept driving, and decided that I would continue hoping until I got to the driveway to see if chances car was there. my heart began racing as I drew closer to the house. Finally sight of the house broke through, and I held my breath. No car. BIG sigh. I continued to drive up the driveway, and something on he door caught my attention. I parked really quickly and ran to the door. I saw a single red rose :) and a note on the door that said, "im sorry we can't get engaged baby. By the way watch your step."

My sweet hubby

I love you. I could not be a happier, giddy-er wife. You hear me and understand me. You provide for me, and want to provide so much that I can be a stay-at-home wife/mom one day. You support my dreams, and listen to me rant and rave about things that erk me or new organization projects I am dying to try. I pray that I can live towards you in love the way that you do towards me.

I hope this blog will be encouraging to you on rainy days when you need some love. Or on days when I seem like the angriest person that wants to kill you, for you to remember that I really do love you. :)